Double Trouble - Constipation Vlog Toilet Struggle

Im not well here, Im having horrible back and lower stomach ache. I push and push with no relief. I huff puff grunt and scrunch my face from the pressure. Feel the weight in my ass. Soon I get hot flashes, bursting with sweat, slightly dizzy kind of faint feeling. Its awful. As the moments tick on of trying over and over, I finally share what I am going through, debating taking a laxative. I even look for them but find none, looks like Im going to have to run to a store when we are done. It just wont come out, Im straining so hard describing all of it.